Thursday, July 24, 2008
being in town yesterday, really allow me to think again, reflect...
before that,
as i walked to the bus stop ydae, i saw a funeral going on..
i was rushing off to my driving test then..
and i was reminded.. if i was at my death bed..
passing my driving test will be the last worry in my head...
and often, have we overlooked the important things in life..
the truly important things that really matters..
it is not our grades.. our acheivements..
but rather, our eternity destiny..
what happens after this life..
what are we chasing after?...
things that are as temporal as this world?
or things of eternal value?...
when i was reminded of this.. i was reminded of how tired i have been..
how i have been just working and working..
avoiding the topic of whether what i am doing is what God wants me to do...
just working..
and i was reminded.. of my purpose.. and truly.. i have lost my purpose of doing all these..
i have lost my true focus of working..
i have lost it again...
being sucked into the world of just doing mindless has really affected me greatly...
not wanting to face up to reality...
i guess, this is just something that i need to get out of it soon...
real soon...
when i was in town.. i realised one thing..
it is always upgrading.. always changing..
people say, the only constant thing in this would is chang..
ironic huh...
but as christians... are we doing the same?..
are we always not statisfied with the level of closeness with God, and trying to find ways to get closer?
or are we happy with where we are..
i realised when i am satisfied with my current status with God.. i start to slide back...
time to pull up my socks.. (:
entering this new day
taking this chance to say
God has given us new grace
in this chaotic place.. (:
violetjoy signing off~
10:19 AM
