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Violet Joy
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    Tuesday, July 15, 2008
    how does it feels

    how does it feel to be insulted?
    how does it feel to be put down everytime you talk to the person?
    how does it feel to be hurt?
    how does it feel to be shouted at?
    how does it feel to have to accept all 'thought to be simple' passing, yet crude remarks thrown at you all the time?
    how does it feel at all?

    one whole semester.. i had to put up with it...
    one whole semester.. i had to just throw back all the comments he passed about me..
    one whole semester.. i had to accept every offending remarks he throws at me..
    one whole semester.. i took everything he said..

    looking back.. i cannot say i have forgiven him..
    it hurts..
    it really hurts..
    passing off hurtful remarks, comments, statements about someone..
    right in front of the person..

    how does it really feel?

    because i simply am feeling so hurt that i am loss for words, when i think about it...
    and tears just fall when memories comes back...

    it hurts so much that i hate myself..
    it hurts so much that i want to hate him..
    it hurts so much that i just can't take it anymore...

    i simply cant....

    violetjoy signing off~
    8:00 PM