Tuesday, July 1, 2008
I feel lost here
no one that is near
I take a step out
listening silently, in my heart I shout
Who is out there to listen to me
there was no answer i hear
everything just echoes back my helpless plea
not a reply, not a single word at near
I lie down on the dry parched ground
emptiness surrounds me all around
as the cold air brush across my face
I long for love, or even a simple embrace
How often have I screamed out
and my mind is filled with just one doubt
no one really care, am i right...
with no strength to carry on this mindless fight
as my mind keep spinning
everything seem to fall back to beginning
the beginning of all hurts and tears
the beginning of all pain and fears...
this is yet but the beginning of many things
remembering once that i was free on God's wings
I long to be in His presence once again
as I walk along on this narrow lane
how I long to be in His peace
how I long all the pain I can release
yet little did i know...
He was beside me waiting for me to rely on Him and grow
to grow into His mature little girl
to grow into His beautiful pearl
He smiled at me often
for my pain and hurts He softens
It's alright, He said to me
In Me, you can be free
just come out from there
leave your hurts and burdens that you bear
step out in confidence for I am with you
step out in the morning, and see the morning dew
for they are out every morning without fail
so does My love for you prevail
the world will not have the love you desire
for that is only found in Me
I want your heart to be on fire
for Me, and you will feel free..
As God is there reaching out His hands for me
the love, peace and warmth is all i see
fearing of what might happen next
but it's better to trust Him then feel perplex..
As I write, I still struggle with it
but into Your hands, I really want to commit
I don't know what is stopping me
help me, help me Father, this is my plea...
violetjoy signing off~
9:17 PM
