Sunday, August 17, 2008
God's healing process: Day 1 - 3 lessons learnt
on the plane... 2 experiences God allowed me to go through with Him...
then one more when i was bathing...
first experience: The reality of God...
God is real.. i guess after i gone through everything.. i forgot about God.. and the first thing He did, was to remind me of His presence.. remind me of His existence.. it brought a little smile to my face.. and tears started to roll down my face.. for the first time after a long time.. i felt His presence again.. i felt His love again..
second experience: assurance that God can give...
the flight we sat on... i could say was scary.. a lady beside me.. she had a cup of coffee on the table in front of her.. during the turbulence.. it was so bad till, it spilt all over the place.. i started to get air sick, giddy.. so i close my eyes and rested for a while.. then i saw at the outside of the plane.. and then i realised something.. though there were turbulence.. we were safe in the plane.. subconsciencely, during the turbulence, i felt safe.. then God dropped something in my heart.. He said.. similarly to the plane, when you are in my arms.. no matter what you are facing.. you are safe with Me... again, it added a little to that smile i had from the first experience.. and more tears... God's healing process was fast... before i reached Dubai, i learnt 2 valuable experiences already...
for the third and last one for the day: change of mentality...
it is amazing how God works.. really amazing.. i was just thinking about my third driving test, 1 Sep.. after failing twice.. i thought to myself.. this time.. what kind of mentality should i go with?..
a mind that, i passed already?.. or a mind that i sure fail... i thought about it.. then i believe God dropped it in my heart again.. He said 'go with a mentality that you will try your best.. '
then he reminded me of the issue i was facing.. then i asked myself the same question.. now that i have experience this.. should i distant away from him.. or continue to like him... the answer came to me... a real eye opener.. God said.. 'continue to love him... as your brother'... it has to be God.. no one else..
only the first night in Dubai.. God spoke powerfully.. i thank God.. as healing process continue.. i pray that i will be sensitive to listen to Him everyday!
All praise to Christ my Lord and Savior!
violetjoy signing off~
1:18 AM
