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Violet Joy
06-08-89
Westside Anglican Church
Young Adults Ministry (YAM)

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    Sunday, August 31, 2008
    i thought i could

    i thought i could handle the pain, the hurt... 
    but argh! im struggling so much with it.. 
    tears just flow uncontrollably.. why?... 
    why cant i hold it?... i want to be strong.. 
    can i be strong?...

    i guess i cant without Him... 

    the hurt lingers everyday.. it is like history repeating itself.. 
    how many times did i remind myself, not to walk back this path.. 
    but i still ended up walking on it..
    this time.. i dunno how long i would take.. 


    how long would it take this time?... 
    i would not know... 

    violetjoy signing off~
    12:25 AM