Monday, September 29, 2008
it speaks straight from her heart
Once again, her heart aches
Longing for the warmness of the heart
She sees him, no longer the one she fell in love with
She sees him with her
When news came to her
It was far too late
There was no way to salvage anything
All other options were cut off
She wish she knew what was it
That made her fall for him for so long
She wish she knew what was it
That made her heart skips a beat every time she saw him
She really wished she knew…
But she knew it was over
She wished she knew how to let go
Because she is feeling horrible in her
She has to smile and pretend that everything is fine and well
When she knows clearly
Everything in her is a total mess
She asked God what was happening
But shuts her ears to His reply
She is frustrated at what God is doing in her life
She wondered what would happen next
Will she survive through the days
Suffering should make her rely on God more
But why doesn’t it seems to be happening
Her helpless cries resound into the darkness
Her hopeless tears rolling down her cheek
She wish that by the time she open her eyes again
Things will be alright…
But she is wrong…
violetjoy signing off~
7:50 AM
