Tuesday, September 30, 2008
i really miss them... being so far away from them... make me really miss them a lot.. now whenever i go out.. i see families together.. i really wish i had mine with me.. the feeling in me is so horrible.. every time i have a bad day, i always look forward on going because because i know there is where i know at least i am happy..
now.. going to an empty house.. seems pointless.. studying now.. made it all pointless.. i used to do well, for my parents.. to make them proud, everytime i went home with good grades.. but now.. once a week perhaps, they check on me, with the same questions.. i miss my mum reminding me to do my RJ... and for the first time, i actually forgot to write my RJ...
not liking the silence in my house at all... i try to blast music 24/7.. but it is still silent in me...
i really miss them...
i really do...
violetjoy signing off~
8:17 PM