Monday, June 30, 2008
Stepping once again into that familiar setting
Enjoying the warmth I have once missed dearly
The temporary one was cosy, certainly not forgetting
But how far I travel, this still have to be the best I see
It has been 2 months since I last step in here
All the memories, I once held dear
It’s filled with love, warmth and care
Where the times we all once share
It’s never too late that I try harder now
Certainly there would be hurt that I had allow
Forgetting the past, pursing the future
Building up my own personal stature
He was someone I once held dear
But now as I see, he’s no longer here
Hopes are dashed, hearts are shattered
Once again, my heart was left torn and tattered
Never in my life had I known someone like him
Like a fairy tale book, it was love at first sight
He filled my life with laughter and joy always to the brim
The story has not ended, as you read and I write...
As I sit and stare at the pages of today
Instead of filling them up with programs and to-dos’
I just sit there and wait and most certainly pray
I would follow my Father’s will and His purpose I will choose
violetjoy signing off~
8:05 AM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
I didn't mean to hurt my friend
having all fear that this friendship would end
I ask for Your forgiveness
And I ask for hers
Forgive me for being selfish
Forgive me for being immature
Forgive me for not depending on You
Forgive me for disobedience
a past that still haunts
I'm not afraid history would repeats itself
Just that, this friendship I really treasure, I really want
To blame one, I blame myself
This friend, I lift up to You
This friendship, I lift up to You
For I know that this friendship would stay strong
Because in God, we both belong
I pray that she would be happy
I pray that I would not be the one pulling her down
I pray that I would not be unhappy
For a great and wonderful friend I've found.
I thank God for you
All this I pray, In Jesus' Name
Amen...
violetjoy signing off~
9:29 AM
Friday, June 27, 2008
a difficult time ahead. struggling greatly.
but I want to perserver on to do the will of God and wait upon Him.
it hurts my head, my heart, my soul.
but I wana perserver on.
but I feel that I'm failing.
falling to somewhere I don't know.
violetjoy signing off~
2:54 PM
welcome! (: this is my very first post in this new blog. with a new url. (: some of you may ask, why did i suddenly want to change url, change blog? well, I'm not sure myself either (:
but what I am sure of, the name of my url. spark-inthedark. it greatly reminds me of my purpose in this earth. being that spark that starts off great things for God.
but I am also reminded, I am not the one doing great things. But having God do that through me (:
today, 27th June. shall be the new beginning to new things that God has in stored for me.
some of you might be thinking, that I am moving too fast, taking up so many responsibilities in such a short period of time. But thinking through that, I know what i'm doing! (: no worries. (:
all praise to God(:
May this blog and my life truly be that spark in the dark that starts something (:
violetjoy signing off~
7:44 AM
