Wednesday, January 14, 2009
as i sat a cab home from eric's workplace, due to a headache (eric, you know what you did!) (:
memories of the past flooded my mind... not the 'bad' ones..
but those times when i felt lonely, that someone came along..
whenever i feel down, that someone encouraged me..
whenever i feel tired, that someone urges me to seek the Lord and continue running..
whenever i feel pity for myself, that someone scolds me (lovingly) and give me a slap on the face to ask me to wake up..
whenever i feel disappointed with other, that someone points me back to God.. because in God there is never disappointments..
most of the memories, had eric (esp, the slapping one!) (: but most of it was carol and sabrina too.. ivy.. andy... eddy.. sean.. matthew.. eunice... celine.. all slowly started to fill my mind.. with those encouragements at that time.. those smiles.. those words that i will never forget..
all these people that helped me along the way... everyone, i believe was God-sent... at the right time..
gratefulness filled my heart towards them.. at the point of me wanting to run away.. wanting to just give up.. thanks to eric, i remember all these and i became grateful again... i want to thank everyone who helped me along the way.. in another or so.. especially the God-sent sng brothers.. all three of them really indeed was a joy in my life...
beginning of the year... staying grateful and thankful helps me run a longer way... beginning of the year... and i feel like giving up already... feel so tired.. esp after fyp, felt like a lot has past.. and its just 2 weeks into the new year...
violetjoy signing off~
8:47 PM
