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Violet Joy
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    Friday, June 19, 2009
    im tired

    im tired of pretending to be someone im not.. im tired of people pretending that they care.. when actually they just want to fulfill a hidden agenda of theirs...

    im tired of just doing and doing thinking that, that would at least help someone out.. what's the point right?

    where is the real and genuine care and concern? what happen to all that?

    im tired of people trying to achieve their own agenda and end up pretending to be close to someone.. can't it just stop?!

    im so frustrated when all they want is just to ask a favor from you.. and when they found someone better.. you are as good as trash.. yea.. trash.. what is the meaning of all these?

    why am i feeling this way?
    is it just me? or it is something real? i don't even know..


    JUST STOP!

    violetjoy signing off~
    3:38 PM