i came here so as to be able to express myself.. needless to say.. of cuz.. there will always be someone who can do better than me.. i tried so hard to do something so good.. yet.. in the eyes of others.. 'nah, she probably can't do it'

oh well.. i give up.. isnt that a good thing huh! i give up

i give up all the pretending that i can do it.. because SOMEONE ELSE CAN ALWAYS DO IT BETTER THAN ME!

Today i feel so betrayed.. so taken advantage of.. so useless.. so dumb..

i tried.. i really did.. but in all end up in tears.. in the dark where no one can see..

you cannot do this to me...

you really cannot...

you cannot...