Tuesday, March 31, 2009
a princess waiting for her prince
violetjoy signing off~
11:19 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
that decision was indeed life changing.. im feeling so free.. so able to focused totally on God now! (: it was not easy for me to do it.. but.. yay! (: after 2 years 4 months.. i've finally done it.. end it off once and for all (: weeee...
violetjoy signing off~
8:14 PM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
I again made some life changing experience today (: im so so proud of myself! (: weeee...
Again im up on my feet, all set to go.. thanks to the lovely eunice who so graciously encouraged me.. (:
with God by me.. who can be against me! (:
no matter how bad the battles are... i believe i will be able to end up victorious because i have God enabling me all the way! (:
All glory to God! (:
violetjoy signing off~
10:28 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
far away...
fly far away...
fly far away like a free bird..
heartbroken
tears
will no longer exist
i'll smile for the rest of my days
how i wish again to smile so free
to smile with no worries
trying to be strong..
the stronger i resist, the harder it is for me
the more i wana stand up
the more the force is trying very hard not to allow me!
argh!
im sick and tired of all these!
ahhh!!!
violetjoy signing off~
10:54 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
it still hurts a little.. just a little..
but i need to persevere... i know i can let it go...
i just need a little more time to let it go..
violetjoy signing off~
3:11 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
NUSOutcome of Application: in writing, by post,
latest by early to end May 2009
If your application is successful, you are required to accept the offer online via the common acceptance platform by the stipulated deadline given in the admissions package. NTUResults from NTU:
Early April to June 2009
Acceptance of Offer:
15 April to 1 June 2009
Appeal: 20 May to 7 June 2009
Second Appeal: 10 June to 22 June 2009
Qualifying English Test: 4 August 2009
Everyday I await for the results... not only NTU... but from NUS at least.. because they didn't specify a time... and i heard a guy from my poly course has already a place in NUS! ohh mann... will i be accepted?....
hmmm... im excited to enter uni.. if i can enter of cuz... (:
pray pray PRAY! (:
violetjoy signing off~
9:12 PM
first day at kumon... pretty interesting actually (:
4 1/2 hrs of marking...
im tired...
violetjoy signing off~
12:19 AM
Friday, March 20, 2009
been feeling upset for a while now..
i dunno why....
really really dunno why...
violetjoy signing off~
11:13 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009
i just had my first minor accident..
i scratched someone's car...
what's next...
violetjoy signing off~
5:22 PM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
B3 weekend with
BELOVED with the greatest! (:
Had super SUPER a lot of fun bonding with one another, basking in God's presence and birthing out new ideas and vision for beloved!!
Went to Matthew house... totally enjoyed ourselves.. had super a lot of laughs... cleared a lot of questions with our cell leader.. haha.. at about 3am... it was like a Q-and-A session with our beloved cell leader! (:
walked Carolyn home after our activities.. while walking.. great bonding time with my dearest cutest sister, Casie! (: Couldn't have asked for a better time with my cell group! (:
I broke my personal sleeping record too! I slept at 6am.. haha.. (: spent 2 hrs dying Matthew's hair!! hahaha! I slept at 6am woke up at ard 9am, totally awake and active! (: Had a great morning, seeing Andy and Matthew play Resident Evil 5 (i think) and Call for Duty (something like that) haha.. then we had a wonderful breakfast.. a even more awesome time in God's presence.. and of cuz a great great time with beloved for the rest of the day! (:
From the bottom of my heart, I LOVE BELOVED! (:
LOVE AND BELOVED!
violetjoy signing off~
9:08 PM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
little notes to God everyday
i'm starting a new habit... to write little notes to God everyday.. tell God what i'm thinking for the whole day... i guess depending on others can no longer work.. no longer depend everything around me.. but all i can do is to depend on God.. to have a simple faith and simple trust in God..
on Sunday i was at U Kah Mun's place... U Melvin was playing with Naomi.. with nothing fancy.. but a piece of rolled up tissue paper... nothing more.. and she was so happy with it.. so so happy.. and then it suddenly dawn on me that sometimes, God tries so hard to please us with fancy things, but somehow as we grow up, we keep wanting more... and sometimes i guess to have that simple faith is to be happy in the small and simple things that God does for us everyday... and not that whining teenage who wants everything else in the world..
give God a smile today.. i believe He will smile back.. (:
violetjoy signing off~
10:49 PM
its weird.. seeing you online and not talking to me.. never was there a day in the past that we never spoke to even though if it was just for a while... from the day i knew you.. everytime that you and i was online, we always spoke to each other... today was the very first day that we didn't... i guess its really over... its weird because how much that i don't want to admit this.. you have become a big part in my life... would things ever get back to normal again... i wonder...
violetjoy signing off~
12:22 AM
Monday, March 2, 2009
the one time... just this once... i need you to understand what i am going through... you don't.. i don't blame you.. i didnt know how to tell you... i didnt want to hurt you.. but i guess i did... i need you to be my friend.. but i guess you wont... its over.. i guess.. its over..
violetjoy signing off~
4:30 PM
