i had an angry thought today again.. felt like screaming again, at people.. certain people, trying to scream out to justify my hurt, my anger.. again.. but no! I'm looking forward, so i chose to ignore it.. though was a little upset that, that happened again.. but I'm looking forward.. maybe not happily looking forward, but will still look forward, because it will eat me up alive if i dwell on it.. make sense right?... i think so..