if you want people to see that it's my fault.. fine..

my conscience in clear.. and good..

this is as far as i will explain myself.. this is as far as i will take as much initiative.. this is the last of me.. talking about this matter.. its over.. i'm putting it behind me.. and moving on.. so freaking moving on..

deal with it..

live with it..

die with it..

(that's what one of my dearest friend said) (:

i have tried to deal with it.. with the other person..

and since there is no proper closure to it.. fine..

you want me to live with it.. fine.. i will..

i've tried to explain let you see my point.. no.. you conclude inappropriately, and incorrectly and then put the blame back on me.. fine.. its okay.. cuz its over.. it's so freaking over!