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Violet Joy
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    Tuesday, April 6, 2010
    i know i just dun fit

    how would you feel if everywhere you went.. you feel as though, people dread having you around.. moving from failure to failure.. not able to start fresh in some place because constantly there are people reminding you of your failure.. how does it feel to go to a place and not fit in, and pretend that everything is okay.. how does it feel when people say that its your fault about something.. and jokingly we all say it isnt, but in our hearts we know it is.. how does it feel when people *hint* that they dun want you in some place that you are.. but you are just there.. how does it feel?

    should i stay or should i go?.. should i continue to stay and let people continue *hinting* that i don't belong.. or should i go, to another place where i don't belong..

    well now.. problem is not the people is it.. its me.. i just dun belong.. i failed in every place.. i tried and i keep failing.. when is it time for me to just give it all up?.. give up trying to fit in into some place.. trying to have just someone to confide to.. trying to be myself amongst people.. trying to grow up.. what do i do?...

    violetjoy signing off~
    12:30 PM